Does anyone realize??

Does anyone realize,
how lonely I may feel?
When no one borne to look on me,
and none considered me enough to yield.

I lost my every hope in the world,
I lost its every end; but tell me,
why should I remain
on whom everyone depends.

I may not utter a sob;
and neither may I cry,
but does a man lose his self;
when he wants to die?