Saturday, December 24, 2005

She


She walks in beauty like the night
Of cloudless climes and starry skies,
And all that's best of dark and bright

Meet in her aspect and her eyes;
Thus mellowed to the tender light
Which heaven to gaudy day denies.
One ray the more, one shade the less

Had half impaired the nameless grace
Which waves in every raven tress
Or softly lightens o'er her face,
Where thoughts serenely sweet express
How pure, how dear their dwelling place.
And on that cheek and o'er that brow

So soft, so calm yet eloquent,
The smiles that win, the tints that glow
But tell of days in goodness spent
A mind at peace with all below,
A heart whose love is innocent.

-- Lord Byron, (George Gordon)

Dedicated to someone special

Saturday, December 10, 2005

Now you know!

I thought there would be time
I used to think I knew the way
Now I’m caught in the madness
Of every suffocating day
There's too much or not enough
It's too soon or a day late
Sometimes I sit and laugh
I guess I just pissed off fate
Too many people talking
I just don’t care anymore
I learned to pretend to listen
Like I used to before
I’m the one that's living this
And no you don’t "know how it feels"
And yes I may wail too much
It's how someone like me deals
What the hell am I running from
It's been so long I forgot
Just stand in one spot
Give a "new start" a shot
So here I am again
New place new people new me
Oh God here I am again
With these demons you cannot see
Don’t tell me it's ok
It'll be better in a year
Nothing seems to take away
This overwhelming fear
It wasn’t till the day
I opened my mind to see
That the monster I was running from
Was the choices made by me
Just stop screwing it up
And now I'll be just fine
I'm glad that night wasn’t the end
And God knew it wasn’t my time.